My Portion

Pastor Ed Young - Lead Pastor of Fellowship Church
Ed Young

July 19, 2026

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My Portion

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Psalm 73:23-28 "Yet I am always with you; you hold me by my right hand. You guide me with your counsel, and afterward you will take me into glory. Whom have I in heaven but you? And earth has nothing I desire besides you. My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever. Those who are far from you will perish; you destroy all who are unfaithful to you. But as for me, it is good to be near God. I have made the Sovereign Lord my refuge; I will tell of all your deeds."

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"Yet I am always with you." After twenty-two verses of struggle, envy, confusion, and near-collapse, Asaph lands on the word "yet." It is the hinge of the entire psalm. Everything before it is the crisis. Everything after it is the resolution. And the resolution is not a change in circumstances. The wicked still prosper. The righteous still suffer. Nothing about the external situation has changed. What changed is Asaph's understanding of what he already has.

"You hold me by my right hand." While Asaph was envying the arrogant, while his feet were slipping, while he was nearly losing his foothold, God was holding him. He did not know it. He could not feel it. His perception told him he was falling. But God's grip told a different story. The hand that held him never let go, even when Asaph was convinced that God had forgotten him.

"You guide me with your counsel, and afterward you will take me into glory." Guidance now. Glory later. That is the sequence. You do not get the glory without the guided journey through the difficulty first. The counsel of God is not always comfortable. Sometimes his guidance takes you through seasons that feel like punishment, through valleys that feel like abandonment, through circumstances that feel like evidence of divine indifference. But the destination is glory. And the guidance is leading there even when the path feels like it is heading somewhere else entirely.

"Whom have I in heaven but you?" This is the question that settles everything. Asaph is looking at all of heaven and asking: who else is there? What other source of meaning, what other hope? And the answer is no one. Nothing. In the entire scope of reality, visible and invisible, there is nothing and no one who occupies the place that God occupies.

"And earth has nothing I desire besides you." Earth has nothing. The prosperity of the wicked that nearly broke him? He does not want it anymore. The health, the ease, the freedom from burdens that he envied? He has recalculated, and it does not add up. Because even if he gained all of it, he would have less than what he already has in God. The math of the soul is different from the math of the marketplace. In the marketplace, more is better. In the soul, God is better. And once you see that, more stops mattering.

"My flesh and my heart may fail." Asaph accepts the possibility without flinching. His body will deteriorate. His emotional resilience will give out. There will be days when he physically cannot continue and nights when his heart simply has nothing left. He does not deny that reality. He states it plainly. And then he answers it.

"But God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever." When the flesh fails, God is strength. When the heart gives out, God is the portion. And the word "forever" does what nothing temporary can do. It outlasts every failure, every weakness, every moment of collapse. Your flesh is temporary. Your heart is fragile. But your portion is eternal.

This is where Psalm 73 meets James 5. James warned the rich that their wealth had rotted, their gold had corroded, their luxury was preparing them for slaughter. Their portion was temporary and decaying. Asaph declares that his portion is God, and God is forever. The contrast could not be sharper. The wealthy hoarded corroding treasure. The psalmist found incorruptible treasure. The wealthy placed their trust in gold that testifies against them. The psalmist placed his trust in a God who holds him by the right hand.

"Those who are far from you will perish; you destroy all who are unfaithful to you." This is the other side of the equation. Distance from God leads to destruction. Unfaithfulness leads to ruin. James said it through the lens of economic exploitation. Asaph says it through the lens of spiritual orientation. Both arrive at the same conclusion. Life apart from God, regardless of how prosperous it appears, ends in destruction.

"But as for me, it is good to be near God. I have made the Sovereign Lord my refuge; I will tell of all your deeds." The psalm ends where it began. With a declaration. But this declaration is different from the opening one. In verse 1, Asaph said, "Surely God is good." That was a theological statement. In verse 28, he says, "It is good to be near God." That is a personal statement. He moved from knowing about God's goodness to experiencing it. From doctrine to relationship. From theory to testimony.

And his response is to tell. "I will tell of all your deeds." The person who has been held, guided, and established by God does not keep it to himself. He testifies. He declares. He tells the story. Because someone else is right now where Asaph was in verse 2. Feet slipping. Faith faltering. Envying the arrogant. And they need to hear from someone who nearly fell but did not. Someone who nearly lost their foothold but found it again. In the sanctuary. In the presence of God. Near the one who is their portion forever.

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Declare your portion – Today, say it out loud: "God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever." Let that declaration reorient your desires away from what corrodes and toward what lasts.

Pray

God, you are my portion. When my flesh fails and my heart gives out, you remain. I have nothing in heaven or on earth that I desire besides you. Thank you for holding me by the right hand, for guiding me with your counsel, for promising to take me into glory. I will tell of your deeds. You are the treasure that never corrodes, the wealth that never rots, the portion that lasts forever. In Jesus' name. Amen.

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